http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/videogaga/29954/the-muppets-new-viral-video-rhapsody/

watch that video its hilarious haha

home depot has been crazy the past few days. black friday was crazy busy. turkey day was good, kids are getting bigger and my newest cousin is soooo cute.

been speaking to my birthmom and half brother and half sister and saw pictures of them, i look so much like them its weird, but awesome. and i know that sounds weird to say but for never having looked like anyone in my family, and now i do, its how im reacting to it. i also got the phone number for my birthfather but i think it as a wrong number :/ o well, itll happen eventually. and hopefully ill be going down to NC to visit them at the end of january, theyre excited to meet me so hopefully i can make it happen. i cant wait to finally meet them, i still cant believe this is all happening. its definitely been an awesome month.

10 days till birthday, 21 ahhhh. 27 till christmas, im already sick of it tho cuz ive been staring at holiday stuff since september (stupid home depot). cant wait to see kevin for christmas, i miss him.

hope everyones turkey day was awesome!!

Soooo this weekend was interesting.

Thursday my parents left for florida. I sent a letter to north carolina to someone i thought mightve been related to my birthmother.

Friday nothin special happened i worked nth great haha

saturday i went to work and came home for lunch. I checked the phone for any messages and had one from a 336 area code. Turned out that i sent the letter to my biological grandmother. I got home late from work so i didnt call her back till sunday morning and i left a message for her.

Sunday i went to work after i called and when i came home from lunch i had another message on the phone but this time it was my birthmother :D i was freaking out ( in a good way if there is one haha). I had to wait till i got home from work which was torture having to wait that long. When i got home i had a good 2 hour talk with her. Found out a lot about my family and wha shes like and that i have step siblings now. It was amazing.

Best weekend of my life :D

27 rings!!!!!!!! i love the yankees!!!! derek jeter, mo, pettite, posada, girardi as the manager.... u cant get it any better. 1st one in the new stadium, 5th for jeter, mo, pettite, posada, girardi. amazing!! love it!! NEW YORK YANKEES!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D x 1000000000000000000000000000

the yankees will never cease to amaze me haha :D :D

ahhhh one more game and its ours!!!!!!!!

this weekend was awesome. madd fun halloween party, went to see wicked again today, amazing weekend.

hopefully this week will be good

37 days :P

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE YANKEES ARE AMAZING!!!!

i love october hahahaha an the yankees....

amazing game tonight, amazing alcs, love it

cant wait till the world series, number 27 is on its way!!

i really need to move out of my house. im going crazy here and my parents dont help the situation at all.... idk

hopefully home depot will let me transfer stores so i can at least have a job.

maybe ill see if i can move in with my aunt and uncle down the shore....

this is a time when i need someone who isnt here anymore :(

this summer has been realllly busy.

I have two jobs so it's been hectic going between the two but it's been pretty good mixing paint is awesome

went camping at Indian Lakes NY this week it was amazing so much fun can't wait to go next year

less than 4 months till my 21st haha scary thought.

it's weird to think school is starting in a few weeks and I don't have any classes or anything. o well

have a fun rest of the summer :D

so last thursday i fall down the stairs.... this week, im driving down rt 3 coming home and dont have enough time to swerve to miss hitting something laying in the middle of my lane. i hit a mattress and it gets stuck under the front of my car. when the tow truck finally came, he got it out from under my bumper, then charged me $120 to do it. i basically just paid to run over a mattress that some idiot left in the middle of the lane on rt 3. awesome. to make it worse, when i told my parents, they made it sound like my fault by asking if i was speeding and how did i not see it in the middle of the lane (there was a car in front of me that swerved but the time between when the guy in front of me swerved and i saw it there was no time to do anything other than hit it, which sux). they didnt even ask if everyone was ok or if anyone was hurt or if my car is fine. nope, lets see who to pass the blame onto. gahhhhhhhh idk what pisses me off more, the fact some idiot left a mattress in the middle of rt 3 or that my parents dont care enough to ask if people r ok, they care more bout whether i was speeding or not.

i dont think im gonna be sleeping tonight

i fell down 8 stairs in my house face first, my parents laughed, went to the hospital today cuz my arm is messed up and im in a sling for a week cuz i strained the muscle in my shoulder and bruised my elbow really bad. i cant move my arm. im a spaz lol what 20 year old falls down 8 stairs?? lol im special

ily :D

out at lyco for the weekend. madd fun

im special enough to have a "fall risk" bracelet from the hospital lmao :P

i cant wait for school to be done and for my job to start. i know that sounds weird, but i love my job :D

wake last night, rushed to babysitting, got to bed round 2 in the morn, woke up at 7 for the funeral, got home round 130, babysitting at a wedding at 330, wont be home till late. who wants to pretend to be me tonight?? haha

im a lil confused bout a situation. if anyone can give me good advice about someone i like, i need help haha

hope everyone has a good end of the semester. good luck on finals

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i might have a biological sister....

eye dr said i need glasses....

school starts the 20th and i dont have classes yet....thats bad

my grandpa just left for florida....

its really cold in my house....

hope everyones christmas's and new years were good :D

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so im home, permanently....

i got my hair cut today :D

i cnt wait till i can go visit my friends at school :P

its weird that this is the first christmas without my brother.... and hes decided to re-enlist for another two years :( but that means more excuses to go down to florida and see him haha

merry christmas everyone!!

my car was broken into and i was waken up at 5 in the morning by security saying the police are in the parking lot.... fun way to start the day

so i won an ipod touch :D

we have a week and a half of school left yay

turkey day is coming....i get to see my bro for turkey day :D

gamma delt formal this weekend

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so my mom told me yesterday that my birth-mother was a carrier of Muscular Dystrophy and that i might be also. She also said that if i was a boy when i was born, i probably would have had it....

wow

why do people act oon jealousy in such a creul way?? girls are such bitches when they want to be. did this person even realize how this would affect us?? did she think for one second we wouldnt turn back around and fight this to the end?? when sisters stand shoulder to shoulder, who stands a chance against us?? <3 GDS for life

on another note im officially coming home for school and ill be going to a school in nutley for a computer operations and electronic technician program.

turkey day is coming up, woot....

i cant believe i turn 20 soon.... too weird to think about....

got wii music today :D but cant play it cuz my wii is at school :(

so im coming home after this semester.... its official im not happy with the way this is all playing out, im gonna miss my friends and gamma delt and jazz band and campus but i cant find a major at school so this is the best thing i can do at this point

halloween was boring, i sat at home and watched tv, i kinda hate halloween....

i have a little over a month before im 20....scary thought

im bored

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so i changed my major again and im happy and my parents arent.... y is it that every time im happy they arent and then i feel like i need to please them instead of me?? they should be happy that im in college unlike my loser brother who took two years off then decided to do something with his life, granted what hes doing is awesome and im really proud of him, but at least im finding myself and what i like to do they should be happy im here cuz i could be at home doing nothing with my life....

i had a piece of glass in my foot yesterday, it was big, its out now but my other foot has a realllly little piece still stuck in it, thats bad

jazz band concert on wednesday and i have a solo and im realllllllllllllllly nervous....

gonna go throw water balloons now.... have fun :D

school is school

rob is good haha

im coming home in about a month for halloween cuz its my long weekend im so excited haha

i just got bumped up to first seat tenor in jazz band cuz the first tenor quit :D

anything new with anyone else??

boys r stupid

school is good otherwise. i have a german test today and goin out with some friends to night. watching a movie with a couple sisters tomorrow then sunday watching a movie with the roommate. my bigg was up here last weekend, it was awesome seeing her :P

i feel like im slowly losing control of what i have and im picking up things i dont wanna have. :(

15 days till i see my mom :D
55 days till im home for the first time (probably) :D :D